I’ve filled this little box in about 5 times already and keep deleting it before I post.
I posted about my husbands adult children not offering one single hand of support while he was ill. While I fed him, bathed him, picked him up when his legs kept giving out from sheer weakness. I raged at all of that.
Then I started a post about this crisis and crossroads, in my life and read Old Blondies profile about choosing to follow her passion rather than the big bucks.
and I wrote about the light that seemed to be shining on my path in the green energy volunteer work I am doing.
Then I wrote a post that I was running away for the afternoon and going to a free concert in our town square. An Isreali Fest, all about music, and food and sunshine.
Then in another post I ranted on about the real estate market and my 25 year membership status and I totally forgot the ONE free dinner last night and everybody else went but I forgot.
I also ranted on about our culturally grid locked neighborhood and how I am now the visible minority in my own neighborhood.
I think I did it about 5 times. Posted and then deleted. In this little box. lol. Maybe I can now call it my Wailing Wall.
p.s. I dropped your name on Gina's post, Barb. ;)
sorry about the rant. not feeling very vibrant today. just kind of miserable and a heavy laden.
Then go to Tamara’s Random thoughts thread. I unloaded there sort of…
I think that’s ok, I’m glad you can rant, it helps you and very often others that are feeling the same. Thank you foe your rant.
I hope tomorrow is a better day!
oh thanks for this. I was on a real roller coaster day yesterday. thanks for understanding.