Im 57, divorced, with 2 kids at home still.  Im finally coming to terms with me and just embarked on a journey to find me again.  Upon discovering this site, I can see I am NOT alone on this journey.  For this I am less anxious.  Im in good company and the journey just became an adventure!

How did you get to where you are now?

57 years of wondering who I am and what am I suppose to do in this lifetime.  Ive been married, Ive birthed 2 children, Ive adopted 4 children, Ive been divorced, Ive been a stay at home Mom, I am now having to support myself and my home.  Ive been a Paramedic, a Director of a Daycare, worked for AOL as Customer Service, and now accounting for a Car Dealership.  Despite my experiences, Im still feel something is missing.

How do you see yourself differently now than you did 10 years ago?

Im more skeptic, more hesitant to just accept certain instances in my life.  Yet, I am more confident in where I want to go and do.  Im not afraid to face any boogies I have to meet on my adventure to frinding me.  I look older, abit tired.  My eyes have temporally lost their sparkle.  I see that in pics, but I am still in there!!  Oh yeah, Im fatter too!!

Where do you see yourself in 10 years?

Now that is kinda a dark question.  In 10 years I will have passed and will be on to the next plane; or, I will be free from raising kids and can go and do and see and try all that is out there to do!!

At age 17, I had to write an essay about me.  I have kept it.  I voiced fears of what was in store for me and if I wouold be loved for me.  What is totally amazing to me is that it was as if I had a crystal ball and looked 40 years in the future.  The same questions I had then are still lurking in the background.  I think I am suppose to be doing something important and I cant put my finger on it.  Thus the adventure continues

Today, I honestly do not have any role models.  Im not sure what tomorrow will hold for me.