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I'm a 52 year old woman wondering where the last 33 years of my life have gone to. I'm the second of 4 children (3 girls then a boy). I was married at the age of 19 and had my first daughter at 21 and second daughter at 24. My husband and I will have been married 33 year October 2010. My life has been good. I was a stay at home mom for 12 years then went to work with my husband at his families business (collision repair) a "mans" world. At this time in my life I look back and see that I did a incredible job with my girls who are both extremely indendant women running their own businesses, I'm a good wife and daughter but other than that I want to know where I've gone. My creative side is buried so deep inside that I find it so hard to let it out. My life revolves around making sure everybody else is okay so in the meantime I forget about myself. I sometimes find myself crying because I'm grieving for that young girl that seems to have disappeared and I just don't know who I am and how to find me again. I've told my husband I'd like to retire and find something else for me but when he asks what I want to do I honestly can't tell him. This is my story.
